It wasn't supposed to break just simply fade away
But early warning signs were always there
Clouded by love, tainted by hate
This outcome was inevitable
Deterministic, so self absorbed
You'd think I'd be happier
A future full of fear, a heart without much hope
I'm trying to make it up from the year I didn't know
I believe in nothing
And nothing believes in me
Lost in thought again
Still can't picture it
I can always focus on the things I can control
The color of my walls, the clothes on my floor
It's getting harder to remember what things used to be like
Before I felt like nothing and the nothing felt alright
I wish I'd known that getting older meant that everything would change
I wish I'd known my opprotunities were fewer everyday
I wish I'd known that life was harder than my parents made it seem
I wish I'd known I could've drove away when I was seventeen
Bracing post-hardcore meets festival-ready rock on the Tokyo band's sharp new EP, mixed and mastered by Will Yip (Turnstile, Title Fight). Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 8, 2024
The post-hardcore band’s latest is a reflection on time, memory, death, and grief—and is their dreamiest material to date. Bandcamp Album of the Day Mar 22, 2019